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apprach

3 min read
Aieee. So much stuff going on... The most prominent thing is that my mother and I just moved. I have yet to unpack my room and my mom has to unpack her boxes of clothes. And she sure does have a lot of boxes. @_@ We also have a new doggy, too. Her name is Lina and she is soooo cute. But I don't know what kind of dog she is... I'll probably post a picture sooner or later, though prolly later (my mom has my camera and we don't know where the charger for it is...). I like our new home though it's a bit farther than where we used to live. ; A;

School is... well, school. I like the schedule part of it more than high school, but socially... Eh. It could be better. I'm not very social in the first place, but it suits me alright. Ugh. That sentence sounds so awkward. Anywho. Schoolwork wise, it's not all that hard. For those who are still in high school/not in college, time management is key. I manage alright- meaning I only procrastinate on essays, but that's no different than before (it doesn't help that my English teacher is a slave driver and we have an essay due almost every other week). But I've learned to not take my debit and credit cards with me to school as I get hungry very easily and the Student Union is full of food places that I want food from. But there will be no food for me right now.

The last thing hasn't really happened yet but is fast approaching. It's almost November meaning.... NANOWRIMO. And to my disdain I don't have an idea for it. I mean, last year my idea came almost literally the day before NaNo started and I did get pretty far with it (half-way....). But yeah. Assuming I don't come up with a brand new idea for this year I'm thinking of three different options, I've done all of them before to some kind of extent...

Hellgame: This one was for 2008. It was basically about a girl who slowly started to become trapped in her best friend's favorite video game.

Parallel: This one was last year's. Twas about a psychic war.

Never Just Friends: Originally I was going to do this for 2009, but then Parallel popped up in my mind. It's based on stuff that happened to me irl. The only one that is really more realistic fiction. I realize that I like writing fantasy/sci-fi-ness.

Hmm... Any ideas?
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finale

2 min read
High school's all done now. I don't think that it was "the best time of my life" but it was most certainly eventful, especially during the last two years of it. When I'm older, if my head's not stuck in the clouds, I'll probably want to relieve the happier of those eventful days, but right now... not even the good memories are nice because they all elicit feelings of nostalgia... For more reasons than one.

There are certainly things I regret, things that I wish I hadn't done, or had done. Though, those things still make up who I am. I made a bunch of mistakes and almost lost two really good friends. I did mature some, though, of that I am certain.

It's a bittersweet feeling... But I do hope that I do get to remain close to my closer friends... though reality is that that may not happen. I will do my best to remain close to them though. :) Because... well, certain incidents with stupid people have taught me to value my friends.

Good luck to my dear junior friends.... NICCO. I will come visit. I promise. <3
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overlap

2 min read
I should cross-post this on my actual blog, but I feel far too lazy to do so. Ah, laziness defines my life at the moment, at least in the area of academics. I'm regretting going all-out this year since senioritis is now kicking in. ; A; Luckily, it's only first and second period that I need to worry about. I ask myself every day why in the world did I agree to taking Computer Science. I mean, my classmates are awesome, but I don't think I'm cut out for writing computer code.

Ugh. I don't really understand the book we're reading in English, Heart of Darkness. I'm getting an audiobook, so hopefully that'll help.

I'm just really stressed out over a bunch of things, but I guess that's the nature of life and I just gotta take it. For example, I'm waiting for something to come and if it doesn't I'm in some deep trouble. Bah. Stress is bad. Stress makes me tired and when I'm tired I sleep instead of doing something productive... though I'm not really that productive when I'm conscious anyway. Hopefully once AP exams are done with next month that'll reduce my stress levels a good deal. I really do want to enjoy my last days of high school without worrying too much...

Wow, it's really kind of intimidating to think that a few months from now I won't be in high school anymore. It's a very bittersweet feeling, assuming I get out of this house, there will be a lot more independence, but at the same time, I will have to solely rely on myself and that kind of responsibility is very scary. I hope I can handle it... Surely, life outside of high school is a different ball game.

But, you know, despite all the things that are stressing me out right now, I'm very satisfied with my life right now. Sure, there are things that could be a lot better, but ultimately I'm really happy.... Though the stress covers that up, lol. Tyler helps relieve a lot of the stress, though he, himself, is his own journal entry. :P
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nikuology

6 min read
THE RULES: Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to wipe out my answers and supply your own. After, choose some people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note along with your answers, Publish it, go back in and edit and then tag a bunch of people.

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

***********FOODOLOGY***************

1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
It varies with mood. Italian and

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Uh. I don't have one.
I just care if they have a really good steak.

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
I don't really know... Potstickers.

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pineapple~
Spinach~
Though not together.

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
Butter.

***********TECHNOLOGY***************

1. How many televisions are in your house?
Four.

2.the color of your cell phone?
Red.

3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
Not too long, but do you think I'm in the mood to make that kind of effort?

4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
Nope.

***************BIOLOGY******************

1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left.

2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Just my wisdom teeth. Possibly some glass when I was younger.

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
...uh. Stephu. Though that's not saying much. :P

4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No.

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No.

2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Uh. Iunno.

3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Why yes. I would do it. :D I'm no lamer.

************DUMBOLOGY******************

1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
One.

2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Uh. I don't remember,

3. Last person you talked to?
Mommy.

4. Last person you hugged?
Mommy.

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

1. Season?
Autumn.

2. Holiday?
Christmas.

3. Day of the week?
Uh. Wednesday.

4. Month?
November, but because of the birthday, I just like the weather that month. :P

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

1. Missing someone?
....yeah.

2. Mood?
Tired, a tiny bit irked.

3. What are you listening to?
Miku Hatsune - World is Mine

4. Watching?
Nothing.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

1. First place you went this morning?
Uh. Malissa's.

2. What's the last movie you saw?
Ahahaha.
The Bounty Hunter

3. Do you smile often?
No.
One of my coworkers asked me if I was alright for seemingly no reason. I must've been making a bad face.

4. Sleeping Alone Tonight?
Uh... yeah. o_o;;

***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************

1. Do you always answer the phone?
If I hear it? Yes. Unless in class.

2. It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Anyone, my phone likes to withhold texts.

3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Gray? A lighter shade of brown?

4. Do you own a digital camera?
Yeah, but it's broked.

5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
No, but I killed someone's pet fish.

6. Favorite Christmas song(s)?
Frosty the Snowman!

7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Nothing really.

8. Can you do push ups?
Nope. :)

9. Can you do a chin up?
Two, at most.

10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous.

11. Do you have any saved texts?
Yes.

12. Ever been in a car wreck?
A few.

13. Do you have an accent?
Not to my local area.

14. What is the last song to make you cry?
Leona Lewis' My Hands or Miku Hatsune's [It's Not] World's End

15. Plans tonight?
Sleep.

16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah.

17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
Tissue paper.
Starburst
A movie ticket.

18. Have you ever been given roses?
No.

19. Current worry?
Uh, the usual stuff.

20. Current hate right now.
Boys are stupid, I said I didn't like something about the movie I saw earlier and they took it as a "i don't like this movie." Gee, a movie can feel long and I can still like it... Like Push!

21. Met someone who changed your life?
Why yes.

22. How will you bring in the New Year?
Iunno. Too early to say.

23. What song represents you?
Lotsa songs.

24. Name three people who might complete this?
Uh...

25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Sure.

27. Do you have any tattoos/piercing?
Ears. I never wear earrings though.

28. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
I hope so.

29. Does anyone love you?
Sure?

30. Ever had someone sing to you?
Just for my birthday.

31. When did you last cry?
I don't remember.

32. Do you like to cuddle?
To an extent.

33. Have you held hands with anyone today?
Yeah.

34. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Whatever was on the radio... Pop.

35. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
Oldish.

36. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
I have no preference.

37. Do you believe angels walk among us?
Maybe.
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ANIME/MANGA NERD
[x, much less than before] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x, not lately...] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x]You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x, people who know me moderately... and some who know me well, right, Tyler?] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 9

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[ ] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[kind of, not... this kinda art] You have considered a career as an artist.
[ ] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[ ] You have a favorite artist.
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 3

MUSICAL NERD
[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 0, hm....

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x, all nighters have been pulled for the same of video games] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 Player.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x, probably in the long run] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x, three of them] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] NEVER LOOK UP CHEATS FOR BOSS BATTLES. >:{] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 10

COMPUTER NERD:
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x, *cough*] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x, but it's very painful] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.
COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 10

wth,  i can get video game nerd, but computer nerd? nooooo. i have a class with computer nerds. i'm dating a computer nerd, i don't think a bunch of that stuff applies to them.
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